|Me as the Crybaby. Posted on Pete Wentz's blog. petewentz.com/post/185140828/t…|
CandylandSometimes, Pete wishes Patrick didn't exist.Candyland by XhopelesslyXhopefulX
When he stumbles back to the bus at three A.M. to discover the doors locked.
When he has to rattle the handles with alcohol-slippery fingers and scream so loud that the windows rattle.
When the door finally opens and he's greeted by an accusing stare, magnified by the dark-rimmed glasses he's stolen so many times.
Those are the sometimes he wishes that Patrick weren't real; that the tiny, strawberry-blond boy he'd first seen in that horrible, horrible, adorable argyle sweater was just a figment of his imagination.
And then there are the other times that Pete thinks that Patrick is the only thing keeping him alive.
When everything's too much, and the only thing that can sing him to sleep is Ambien in the key of overdose.
When he decides that maybe his name isn't Pete after all, that it's Alice, and the world on the other side of the mirror is where he really belongs. And then it turns out that the mirror doesn't quite work that way.
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