Dead Behind The Eyes She stares quietly at her reflection. She flashes her biggest smile to that stranger in the mirror in her bathroom. The smile made no difference to the bags under her eyes, or how dead looking they were, or, for that matter, the scabbing lines on her wrists. The smile fades to a sulk and she feels her eyes water. It kills her little more to see how pitiful and fake her smile looked. She blinks to bottle her tears and puts on her eyeliner to draw the attention away from the deadness behind her eyes. She replays the scene from yesterday at school in her mind. How all those preps laughed at her. Called her useless and dumb because of her way of coping- if coping meant smiling and laughing idiotically at their insults, for her voice was far louder than her cry. The very thought sickened her to her stomache. She walks over to the toilet and purges. She lets all the grief and anger crawl up and out of her body. She stops after she feels squeaky clean inside, ready for
Things I Also Learned From...PATRICK STUMP1. Some nuns have sideburns.2. Rising sea levels would...SUCK.3. Being short results in having to stand on a box for a music video that made you famous.4. Black licorice is NOT gross.5. NEVER call a Patrick "Pat"; that might be his mom's name.6. If you can't play guitar because you have small hands, become a drummer.7. Hats are a good investment.8. Pete Wentz's blood is made of pure liquid sugar, and he would NEVER EVER hurt anyone else. Except for Dirty.9. Nerds are fucking cool.10. People will get jealous if you are short, chubby, and just plain fucking adorable.
10 Things I Learned From...PETE WENTZ1. There are IN FACT gay zebras.2. Patrick Stump is sexy.3. Crazy shit happens when you party naked.4. Gay is NOT a synonym for shitty.5. It's possible to anger mimes.6. This is Sparta (bro).7. Underwear is like a Goddamned leash.8. Shirtless 8 year-olds can get on a plane without a ticket.9. Just because you got called a fag when you were 13, DOES NOT mean people will stop calling you a fag 16 years later.10. Figs are a dessert from the 1800s.